Gosh I hate crying. I have been crying nonstop for the past 3 weeks. It’s so stupid. I really really hate crying in front of people, but I’m so weak these days. I pretty much broke down in front of EVERYONE. This is so embarrassing. I’m so emotional and sensitive these days. I mean, I’ve […]
I am going through a quarter life slump right now. Urban dictionary defines it as “a crisis that occurs when a person questions their entire existence, much like a mid life crisis, but occurs in [the] late teens or early twenties[;] very prevalent in college sophomores.” I had a severe mental breakdown today. This whole […]
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I’m extremely tired right now, but I thought I should just note what happened today. I have organic chemistry lab every Wednesdays from 7PM-10PM. Wednesdays are my longest days of the week. I prepared a lot for my lab. I literally spent 10 hours writing my lab report and doing prelab material. I was pretty […]
Sticks and stone may break my bones, but words will never hurt me. Yeah right. 진짜 싫어. 다 싫어.
I hate them. What did I ever do so wrong? Why do they hate me so much, especially her? I get so angry even thinking about her existence and her expressive mean attitude towards me. I get so angry that I want to burst and scream, but at the same time I’m more accustomed to […]
I am angry right now. I’m probably just PMSing. I just want to go beat something up. Sigh, I must stay calm. Since coming to college, I haven’t been able to put my anger or stress onto something else. I had to keep it in to appear sane. Most of the time I tried sleeping […]
Yesterday was a really really really bad day. I had a couple mild mental breakdowns, and then I had a HUGE breakdown. I really wanted to lean on someone and tell all my worries and struggles. I decided to call my mom because I tell my mom everything about school/academics. I wanted to verbally tell […]
I was feeling very stressed and depressed because my “life/vision” seemed blurred in every way. The good GPA that God blessed me with was falling into the pits. I didn’t know if I could stand the stress of constantly thinking about 4.0s, getting into med school, etc. I was really debating if I should transfer […]
오늘은 왠지 우울했다. It was a bad day. Plus I was going crazy from pulling an all-nighter. 피곤하고 짜쯩났었다. I was having a mental breakdown too. I was so nervous that I was biting my nails, shivering, and kept in my tears as I was eating cereal. 완전 우울했다. However, the weather was SO nice […]
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