한국말로 시작할래.

오늘은 왠지 우울했다.

It was a bad day.

Plus I was going crazy from pulling an all-nighter.

피곤하고 짜쯩났었다.

I was having a mental breakdown too.

I was so nervous that I was biting my nails, shivering, and kept in my tears as I was eating cereal.

완전 우울했다.

However, the weather was SO nice today. It was in the 40s. That’s like heaven for Syracuse.

I was trying to fight off the temptation that I want to try whenever I feel 우울해, 불안해, and 답답해.

I want to do it more especially when the weather is nice.

If you’re a secret reader, please don’t ask me what it is.

For the two people who regularly leave comments on my blog you guys may already know what this is but I don’t want to stumble you guys or other people.

I think I’m revealing too much and I should make this into a private entry…

Anyways, still feeling depressed I thought I should go watch some 꽃보다 남자 since I haven’t watched all week, but I remembered: Oh yeah I “kinda” gave that up for lent.

As I was walking back to my dorm, the sun shined/shone (whoa I had to look that up because I got confused but both those words exist) on my face.

And I remembered God and his love.

Today I really felt like Job, but God was reminding me to glorify him always just as Job did.

I had a little reflection and it made me smile.

But once I went into my room, I somehow ended up watching these random youtube stars (I will post up my favorite youtube stars later on) and I temporarily forgot about my worries.

Why can’t I meditate on God 24/7? and realize that God can only take away my worries?

Such a sinner I am.

Once again.

한국말로 시작했으니까, 한국말로 끝낼게.

요즘에 드라마도 보고 엄마랑 아빠랑 전화통화할때는 한국말로하니까 (전에는 영어로만 했었는데), 한국말을 더 자주 하는것같에. 근데 쓰는것은 아직 완벽하지가 않아. Let’s hope that I get better even though my spelling may be all wrong? I tried my best. xD

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2 thoughts on “한국말로 시작할래.

  1. hi jane아. 한국말 잘한다. :)

    it rained a lot in chicago today too. i love rain but sometimes, i get sad because i feel like the whole city is crying and when i see people crying, i can’t help but cry myself. you know today, God revealed to me how broken we all are. i was reminded of romans 3. “for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God” (3:23). praise God it doesn’t end there. it goes on to say that we’re justified through Jesus Christ who is our righteousness. his blood covers over all of our sins. i encourage you to read this passage and remember again the grace that God freely gives to those who have faith in him.

    even in these times of struggles and weakeness, i’m encouraged to read what you write because in the midst of it all, i can see God saying “jane, i love you.” that is something you can hold on to every moment, every day, and for the rest of your life. “who shall separate us from the love of Christ?” (Romans 8:35) absolutely nothing. “.. in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.”

    jane, be encouraged, strengthened, and thankful “for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.” (Joshua 1:10)

    i love you. and i don’t say that to anyone so you should feel very happy about that. ;)

    how’s lent going? i want to share with you what i’m doing so give me your email address.

    항상 몸 조심하고, 먹는거 잘 챙겨먹고, 공부도 열심히해! 화이팅!

  2. do you know how glad i am to have a friend like you? you always write me these long responses with bible references. and i feel encouraged to look back onto the word whenever i feel down.

    oh it didn’t rain here in syracuse. i know that it was raining in chicago. i think i would’ve been more depressed if it were raining. it was nice and breezy with the sun shining only when i was walking back to my dorm.

    my email: christmasj134@yahoo.com

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