오늘은 왠지 우울했다.
It was a bad day.
Plus I was going crazy from pulling an all-nighter.
I was having a mental breakdown too.
I was so nervous that I was biting my nails, shivering, and kept in my tears as I was eating cereal.
However, the weather was SO nice today. It was in the 40s. That’s like heaven for Syracuse.
I was trying to fight off the temptation that I want to try whenever I feel 우울해, 불안해, and 답답해.
I want to do it more especially when the weather is nice.
If you’re a secret reader, please don’t ask me what it is.
For the two people who regularly leave comments on my blog you guys may already know what this is but I don’t want to stumble you guys or other people.
I think I’m revealing too much and I should make this into a private entry…
Anyways, still feeling depressed I thought I should go watch some 꽃보다 남자 since I haven’t watched all week, but I remembered: Oh yeah I “kinda” gave that up for lent.
As I was walking back to my dorm, the sun shined/shone (whoa I had to look that up because I got confused but both those words exist) on my face.
And I remembered God and his love.
Today I really felt like Job, but God was reminding me to glorify him always just as Job did.
I had a little reflection and it made me smile.
But once I went into my room, I somehow ended up watching these random youtube stars (I will post up my favorite youtube stars later on) and I temporarily forgot about my worries.
Why can’t I meditate on God 24/7? and realize that God can only take away my worries?
Such a sinner I am.
한국말로 시작했으니까, 한국말로 끝낼게.
요즘에 드라마도 보고 엄마랑 아빠랑 전화통화할때는 한국말로하니까 (전에는 영어로만 했었는데), 한국말을 더 자주 하는것같에. 근데 쓰는것은 아직 완벽하지가 않아. Let’s hope that I get better even though my spelling may be all wrong? I tried my best. xD